The Fear (Of riding)

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12/12/2012 7:07am
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I still have a couple years left in me. But....with that being said , it's not so much fear of anything.....just an accumulation of 30 +...
I still have a couple years left in me. But....with that being said , it's not so much fear of anything.....just an accumulation of 30 + years of wrecks , broken bones , hospital bills , loss of work....you name it , i've done it.

I'm already know damn well that by the time I hit retirement age ( if I make it that long ) I'm going to be a hurting son of a bitch.

I'm getting later in the age department and I can't heal like the way I used to. I don't bouce like the way i used to either....which makes wrecks hurt even worse.

May last doosey ( this last may ) was a 3rd gear wide open swap after skimming a set of whoops.....I flew about 20' down the track completely upside down with my bike ( side ways ) Then proceeded to cart wheel with my bike for another 80'......and that fucking hurt!

Too old to get knocked out and break ribs like that one did to me.

I've quit a few times.....but my dumb ass always crawls back to this sport.

Bottom line....I'm taking it year by year.....I just don't know how long I've got left. Body can't take much more.
That sums it up for me to. April 1st i completely destroyed both ankles definitely a life changer this last one is. My big fear is coming back after big crash and questioning whether i can go thru it all again. Getting the confidence back gets harder and harder, but i know i will keep coming back. This has been the tough one for me, everyday i think about getting back and i know the road is very long this time and if its even a reality i dunno. If i didn't have the drive to ride again i would be complete basket case or junkie. Crashes just happen sometimes they are part of it, but riding hard and trying to improve is what its about for me. This sport is brutal on the brain and just gets worse as you age. Great thread MotoDave
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12/12/2012 7:20am
I only rode for 4 months I've been a fan of the sport for 15 yrs but my parents wouldn't buy me a bike because it is a "white boy" sport to them. So then I saved up my money and at 19 I bought a brand new 09 kx250f ... With that said I was never scared of crashing... Crashed out once and got knocked out on my 3rd time on a track doubling through a rhythm section... But this is why I quit. Everyone was telling me they have nvr seen someone catch on so quick... That's what scared me because I knew I was "riding over my head" but I couldn't stop.. it was so fun. And there is a such thing of learning too fast in this sport. Riding over my skill/talent was working well for 4 months I would say. But I knew it wasn't going to last. Before too long something major would happen. And I would be out of work. At this time I had a brand new car, my own apartment and a fiance who didn't work. So I sat myself down and weighed my options out and I chose to provide for my "family" that I'm trying to start and ride when I call down and learn to control myself... Now that I look at it that was pretty good control of myself lol. But I think ill start riding again next yr I grew up around racers and all my friends raced. So when I got my bike I wanted to be on their level and fast. It isn't a matter of if u crash and get hurt its when. But now not as many of my friends race competitively they just ride for fun. 5-10 laps then pull off shoot the shit then back out. Not on the track pushing it and trying to get ready for a race. So I think ill get back out there now. I love this sport and riding 4 days a week for those 4 months was the funnest shit I've ever done by far. Love this shit. But I was nvr scared of crashing I was just scared of losing everything I worked for and putting a pause on the plans and goals I still have in result of a crash. But I nvr thought about it on the track just one time Idk what made me sit myself down and ask what ok gonna do if I get hurt and can't work but that was the first time I thought about it and sold my bike the following week because I knew I would ride it if I kept it. But that risk just wasn't worth losing everything for an adrenaline high.
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12/12/2012 7:23am
jeffro503 wrote:
I still have a couple years left in me. But....with that being said , it's not so much fear of anything.....just an accumulation of 30 +...
I still have a couple years left in me. But....with that being said , it's not so much fear of anything.....just an accumulation of 30 + years of wrecks , broken bones , hospital bills , loss of work....you name it , i've done it.

I'm already know damn well that by the time I hit retirement age ( if I make it that long ) I'm going to be a hurting son of a bitch.

I'm getting later in the age department and I can't heal like the way I used to. I don't bouce like the way i used to either....which makes wrecks hurt even worse.

May last doosey ( this last may ) was a 3rd gear wide open swap after skimming a set of whoops.....I flew about 20' down the track completely upside down with my bike ( side ways ) Then proceeded to cart wheel with my bike for another 80'......and that fucking hurt!

Too old to get knocked out and break ribs like that one did to me.

I've quit a few times.....but my dumb ass always crawls back to this sport.

Bottom line....I'm taking it year by year.....I just don't know how long I've got left. Body can't take much more.
Serious question becuase I'm getting up there in years too. Why don't you just back off and stop riding WFO? Can't you still have fun and...
Serious question becuase I'm getting up there in years too.

Why don't you just back off and stop riding WFO? Can't you still have fun and without blitzing whoops and hucking triples?
I don't "always" ride like that. I've chilled out a lot on my riding since I came back a couple years ago. It's hard to type it all out into words , but I like to push myself on the bike , but it isn't just because I'll go faster.....but because it gives me a better workout and it's more exciting. Maybe that sounds weird?

I ride for fun now days , and I also ride because it's a great way to stay in shape. Actually.....I enjoy the cycling , running , lifting and everything else that I do to try and stay in shape for riding......and , the riding itself plays a big role in keeping me in shape.....they go hand in hand I guess you could say.

I think there are two other reasons why I keep riding as well......and that's the adrenalin rush I get from it.....God only knows what I may end up doing if I couldn't get it from riding my bike. But the other thing ( probably the most important )....are my riding buddies. I have a lot of them , and if it wasn't for them I probably wouldn't even be back in this sport.

I love this sport more than anything......and I have to have that little bit "fear / rush " to make me feel a little more alive. Just putting around and playing it safe does nothing for me. If it comes to the point to where that's all i'm doing......I'll probably just step away from the sport. Believe me....I'm sick of getting hurt.......I just had a rough year in 2012.....that's for sure.
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12/12/2012 7:28am
10 minutes from the track I get a ton of butterflies but once I smell the track its over. Adrenaline and joy take over. I even wear a smile with my bones broken on side of track because i know where I put myself with no one to blame but myself for the risk i choose for my passion. This is the longest I have been off the bike in 30 years and life just feels wrong without some track time.

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12/12/2012 8:00am
Flip109 wrote:
I completely agree.. I was also thinking about getting into mountainbiking. There are some trails pretty close to where I live. Any suggestions on what kind...
I completely agree..

I was also thinking about getting into mountainbiking. There are some trails pretty close to where I live. Any suggestions on what kind of bike to look for starting out?? The types of bikes and prices vary so much I'm not sure where or what to start looking for.Unsure
just depends how hard you wanna go really and the terrain you are to ride. I race DH and Enduro, for fun and practise I will ride DH tracks on a 4.5 inch XC bike because it's livelier, makes me think more/faster and gets me used to being sideways more often - then when i get on my DH rig for a race everything is easy.

don't be fooled into thinking you need a full on rig for standard trail duties, if you are just getting into it a good quality hard tail or full susser with about 4 inch of travel will do most tasks well without the weight penalty.

go look at a specialised camber or similar - they will be very good value in the states (usa brand) and they are a damn good bike for someone new, hell for experienced riders as well in fact.
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12/12/2012 8:07am
Awesome thanks. Yea from what I was reading and what I will be doing I will def just go with a hard tail. I won't be doing anything to extreme on it. If I'ma get hurt I'm doin it on my motocross bike lol
12/12/2012 8:11am
yeah i'd go with the hardtail if its more xc type stuff you want to do, i've always got on well with konas, good geometry
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12/12/2012 8:14am Edited Date/Time 12/12/2012 8:16am
When I quit for the first time(only time I quit so far) i was about 13yr/old. I didn't really quit because of fear, obviously at that age, but more because I was tired of my mom having to wipe my ass and bath me, my friends having to push me around school in a wheel chair, not being able to play football because of injuries, and to be honest I think it really took a toll on me mentally. Not that i was thinking about the crashes or worried about crashing, but because when I was injured it would really get me down. I would get behind on school work(couldn't write) or just because of the school work i missed from being in the hospital or first couple days from that injury. That makes me think its not really the fear of crashing or getting hurt, but more the fear of what crashing and getting hurt results in.
But then 15 yrs later I started riding again and found I still had it. Mind you I had kids, mortgage, and work. I don't really think the "fear" is there even now. I mean we all know what can happen, but if you don't put it to the back of your mind you probably shouldn't be riding. I know for me, I can't think when I'm racing, whether its about how i need to ride, my technique or even crashing because when I take my focus off what is happening that immediate second or the few right after it, thats when I make mistakes.
If I would say that I have moments of "fear" about it, its when I am completely away from the bike. Like maybe on the way to ride(practice not race for some odd reason). Or just when I reflect on racing in general. I would assume it is because that is when I allow myself to think about what can happen. I would say whether you want to call it fear or not you are only kidding yourself if you say that you don't think about the consequences at one point or another.
Wow that was long. Even I probably wouldn't read all of this!
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12/12/2012 9:46am
Doubles with blind take offs and steep landings make me nervous. I don't care if you are a "in the right gear" guy of a "feel" guy the first time over always makes me pucker.
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12/12/2012 10:48am
Motodave15 wrote:
I meant crashes... should have worded the title different.

Look out below... I tried to do that at pick-up the other day..(It wasnt pretty lol)
Ha yeah and Brad Richards gets his sticks for free, and I would probably break my $150 85 flex bauer and be pissed. Laughing
Not that it's crucial to the banter but that's Steve Stamkos, not Richards.
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12/12/2012 11:15am
IWreckALot wrote:
Very well said. The price you pay for being the fastest weekend warrior is steep and doesn't have any return for the title. I've taken to...
Very well said. The price you pay for being the fastest weekend warrior is steep and doesn't have any return for the title.

I've taken to mountain biking. Still ride dirt bikes but if I feel like I want to push myself, mountain biking is much more safe and gives me the same adrenaline rush. I enjoy the fitness aspect also which is the big hurdle a lot of people can't get over.
Flip109 wrote:
I completely agree.. I was also thinking about getting into mountainbiking. There are some trails pretty close to where I live. Any suggestions on what kind...
I completely agree..

I was also thinking about getting into mountainbiking. There are some trails pretty close to where I live. Any suggestions on what kind of bike to look for starting out?? The types of bikes and prices vary so much I'm not sure where or what to start looking for.Unsure
I have also taken up mountain biking as of last year. I knew I would love it so I bought a well-rounded bike without even trying it once. I bought a Giant Trance x3. I did my research for a couple weeks and came to the conclusion that it's one of the best bang-for-your-buck bikes around. It has a great frame and good components from the manufacturer. I was totally impressed with how these things brake going downhill and how quickly you can manuever them. Mountain biking is pretty fun but it is a lot of work!! Once you are into it you get hooked. I took the summer off because it was too hot and have yet to get back into it. My work schedule is not very catering to it right now so that is the main reason.
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12/12/2012 12:15pm
Serious question becuase I'm getting up there in years too. Why don't you just back off and stop riding WFO? Can't you still have fun and...
Serious question becuase I'm getting up there in years too.

Why don't you just back off and stop riding WFO? Can't you still have fun and without blitzing whoops and hucking triples?
its not the same in my book. have not rode in 4 or five years. had friends who raced when i did and they would not jump any thing. seemed kinda pointless to me to race and not do the jumps. might as well ride in your yard.
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12/12/2012 12:24pm
From what i understand in the US, you also risk your income and a fat medical bill. Cant imagine how that would be.

if you are injured in sweden:
Max medical bill: about 50 bucks
Income loss from work 20-36%. the least you get is 64% if you cant fork for a few months. The first period you get 80%.
12/12/2012 12:26pm
chuck317 wrote:
its not the same in my book. have not rode in 4 or five years. had friends who raced when i did and they would not...
its not the same in my book. have not rode in 4 or five years. had friends who raced when i did and they would not jump any thing. seemed kinda pointless to me to race and not do the jumps. might as well ride in your yard.
Please explain why motocross didn't die off 40 years ago. While you're at it, let us know why there is an interest in vintage racing and GNCC events.

I raced my first MX in 5 years last weekend. I ran beginner and did a little better than expected (7th out of 10, I expected last place). I jumped most everything, but I didn't clear all of them. I had more fun than I've had in a long time.

My favorite sections were some of the turns and the straights, and the camelbacks that allowed me to maintain speed without losing much ground to the guys that jumped the whole distance.

If there were still an old school grass style track around here I'd be there every weekend. I love jumping, but I am 40something and way past needing to prove myself to others on the track.
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12/12/2012 12:42pm
Please explain why motocross didn't die off 40 years ago. While you're at it, let us know why there is an interest in vintage racing and...
Please explain why motocross didn't die off 40 years ago. While you're at it, let us know why there is an interest in vintage racing and GNCC events.

I raced my first MX in 5 years last weekend. I ran beginner and did a little better than expected (7th out of 10, I expected last place). I jumped most everything, but I didn't clear all of them. I had more fun than I've had in a long time.

My favorite sections were some of the turns and the straights, and the camelbacks that allowed me to maintain speed without losing much ground to the guys that jumped the whole distance.

If there were still an old school grass style track around here I'd be there every weekend. I love jumping, but I am 40something and way past needing to prove myself to others on the track.
it was the rush for me. building the courage to do the jump. not disputing any of your facts. grandkids and house payments did it for me.
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12/12/2012 12:46pm
Yes, before I go out, but after that I don't really think about it.

I am lucky in that my local race series runs on tracks that are pretty natural and don't have many man made jumps,I ride a little 125 and just have a blast.

One of my friends has been riding pretty seriously since he was 4, he went out on town on a saturday night and was beaten up by a gang of lads with a metal bar on his way home. It's stuff like that which is why I can ride, because you don't know what is around the corner.
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12/12/2012 2:31pm
Not always, but sometimes, on my way to the track and especially when changing my gear in my van, when im alone i start to think about that stuff, im scared. Or maybe not scared, but very uncomfortable. Almost makes me want to leave... But when i get my bike running, i forgot everything and its go time.
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12/12/2012 3:49pm Edited Date/Time 12/12/2012 4:13pm
Though it has been nearly two years since I have ridden, I usually have a nervous-excited feeling before I ride (something I look forward to experiencing again shorty). I do think about the possible consequences, which is why my riding philosophy is: have fun, ride safe, and don't get hurt.

I rarely ever enter a race and mostly just ride tracks for fun. For me, getting out on a track with a bunch of teenagers riding over the head chasing a $10 plastic trophy is not worth it. I also try my best to ride within my limits, and never jump anything unless I am absolutely certain I can do it. I always tell some of my friends it's better to be wuss today and ride next week, than be off the bike for 6-weeks to 6-months. Along with listening to fear, I think it is also smart to keep yourself in check on days you feel absolutely great too, because those conditions can lead to riding over your head. The only thing I have to gain from riding are good times.
12/12/2012 4:25pm Edited Date/Time 12/12/2012 4:26pm
Hank, why did you stop riding for 2 years? I got out of riding in my 20s to play in bands. Couldn't afford two hobbies and moto got booted to the curb. I picked it up again after 5 years or so and have ridden pretty regularly since. I don't usually ride over my head and I guess I have a smooth riding style. I try to be very aware of my surroundings and faster traffic, and let the kids by to avoid getting jumped on.

The tracks around ATL (Bremen and Monroe MX) have a lot of challenging man-made jumps for a spode like me. Last time I went to Bremen I didn't feel up to trying even the smaller jumps (doubles), and only caught a little air on the "MX" section, and a little on the big table. I still had fun because I respect the track and am aware of my riding limitations. I ride plenty fast *for me*.

No desire for any more $2 plastic trophies even though I have a half dozen or so in the shop. I love the starts of races.. that's what I miss most really. the rush of waiting for that gate to fall is something I'll never grow to miss.

I see so many awesome natural terrain type tracks on youtube ,and am jealous. We had one open for a few months back in 2006 up in Gainseville but it closed who knows why. They were packed every time I went. The tracks that stay open are geared for teenagers with no fear.
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12/12/2012 4:47pm
Haven't read thru both pages, but to the OP's question: Yes. It's so funny that you asked this because I was just thinking about this the other day. With the onset of school and shitty weather, I spend way more time thinking and dreaming of riding than I do actually riding.

That being said, about three quarters of my thoughts involve scenarios where I get on the bike and am all of the sudden blazingly fast. The other 25% is about how damn scary the sport is, and all the different close calls I've had, or could have. Gotta be the only sport where a split second mistake could have some serious medical bills to follow. Yes, I definitely have a fear of riding. That's why I'll never be blazingly fast... haha. All the fast riders from my local track I can think of are dumber than snot!
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12/12/2012 5:08pm
I'm really enjoying this thread, and see a lot of things in common (especially with us older guys.)

Quitting: I have quit a few times for various reasons, and always managed to come back. Never because I was afraid, more like I was just out of money or was at a point in life where I thought I was ready to "grow up." That one happened when I was 29, the surpreme irony is that since coming back in my 30s I've had more fun than ever. I hardly worry about vet class -- we all tend to ride our pace and let things sort themselves out.

Getting Landed on/landing on somebody: I too worry more about practice and whatever mix of skilled rider the promoter happens to throw out there on the track at the same time. Because there's a big difference between my +40 "B" and a 18 year old kid in 250 "B" as far as how many chances we are going to take. The Canard/Morais crash last year goes through my head every time I'm out on the track in an open practice.

Risk vs Reward: Amen.

I also noticed that many no longer race, but before you write it off, you might be pleasantly surprised at the mentality in the vet classes if you gave it a try. A lot more camaraderie, and it seems like most of us are just happy to still be out there.
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12/12/2012 5:35pm
It's why I don't race any more, though I still ride for fun. You see the casualties around you. Friends, competitors and the t-shirts that say "It's not 'if'. It's when, and how bad." And then, when you have your own cart-wheeling, head-first get off (but manage to walk away), it really drives that message home. It's only a matter of time before you're gonna get hauled out instead of driving out. Once that creeps into your head. Well. And, then, of course, the track designs have really become more and more radical, too.

Rationally I could/should dial it down a notch, drop a class, run mid-pack or worse. But I have an uber-competitive streak in me. I just can't stand to concede a top 5 spot if I have the skill to be up there and I usually do on most days. But that extra push stretches the margin and sends the risk factor to the edge. After struggling with the whole thing, I just decided it was best all the way around to avoid my bike on race days.

But I still wheel it out to blast around the woods. Once I get my knee fixed, I'm thinking of trying an enduro.
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12/12/2012 5:50pm
Chili wrote:
Not that it's crucial to the banter but that's Steve Stamkos, not Richards.
You are right ,19 Richards, 91 Steven '50' Stamkos.
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12/12/2012 5:56pm
Hank, why did you stop riding for 2 years? I got out of riding in my 20s to play in bands. Couldn't afford two hobbies and...
Hank, why did you stop riding for 2 years? I got out of riding in my 20s to play in bands. Couldn't afford two hobbies and moto got booted to the curb. I picked it up again after 5 years or so and have ridden pretty regularly since. I don't usually ride over my head and I guess I have a smooth riding style. I try to be very aware of my surroundings and faster traffic, and let the kids by to avoid getting jumped on.

The tracks around ATL (Bremen and Monroe MX) have a lot of challenging man-made jumps for a spode like me. Last time I went to Bremen I didn't feel up to trying even the smaller jumps (doubles), and only caught a little air on the "MX" section, and a little on the big table. I still had fun because I respect the track and am aware of my riding limitations. I ride plenty fast *for me*.

No desire for any more $2 plastic trophies even though I have a half dozen or so in the shop. I love the starts of races.. that's what I miss most really. the rush of waiting for that gate to fall is something I'll never grow to miss.

I see so many awesome natural terrain type tracks on youtube ,and am jealous. We had one open for a few months back in 2006 up in Gainseville but it closed who knows why. They were packed every time I went. The tracks that stay open are geared for teenagers with no fear.
Here is another way to look at it.....and what some people don't understand.

How fast were you years ago when you quit? How serious into the racing scene were you?

Me personally......I started riding when i was about 7-8yrs old. I had my very first race when I was 13.....and all the way up until I was about 18...it was hit and miss. Only a few times a year and when my dad could afford to take me. I mowed lawns . picked strawberries and bucked hay....whatever I could do to put gas in my bike and parts to fix it.

When I turned about 21.....I starred racing every week ( most of the time it was twice a week ). I tried my ass off for about 4yrs to go pro. ( I still have the AMA membership papers here some where. But every time I started doing better , I always broke something ( myself ). I finally gave up on the pro thing and just decided to stay INT and race +25 and years later +30 as well.

I can't speak for everyone.....but for ME....I have a lapse of reason thing happen in my brain. If I am not pushing myself up to....or slightly beyond my limits....I get bored...real quick.

It's a never ending vicious circle with me. I get in shape....ride hard....then wreck. I get in better shape....ride harder ....I wreck worse.

If I'm not steadily improving my fitness and speed.....it probably because I'm hurt.

Understand what I'm saying? Some people ( like me ) have a hard time judging what I'm capable of....and I pay for it every now and then. I can't help it....my brain is just wired that way. If I can't ride the way in which I want to , and push myself to the point of almost shitting my pants......There isn't much fun in it for me any more.

BTW.... a lot of serious "Racers from the past " will probably tell you the same thing. Some of them decided it would be just safer to step away completely......then back it down to a Non-fun type riding.
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12/12/2012 6:10pm
Hank, why did you stop riding for 2 years? I got out of riding in my 20s to play in bands. Couldn't afford two hobbies and...
Hank, why did you stop riding for 2 years? I got out of riding in my 20s to play in bands. Couldn't afford two hobbies and moto got booted to the curb. I picked it up again after 5 years or so and have ridden pretty regularly since. I don't usually ride over my head and I guess I have a smooth riding style. I try to be very aware of my surroundings and faster traffic, and let the kids by to avoid getting jumped on.

The tracks around ATL (Bremen and Monroe MX) have a lot of challenging man-made jumps for a spode like me. Last time I went to Bremen I didn't feel up to trying even the smaller jumps (doubles), and only caught a little air on the "MX" section, and a little on the big table. I still had fun because I respect the track and am aware of my riding limitations. I ride plenty fast *for me*.

No desire for any more $2 plastic trophies even though I have a half dozen or so in the shop. I love the starts of races.. that's what I miss most really. the rush of waiting for that gate to fall is something I'll never grow to miss.

I see so many awesome natural terrain type tracks on youtube ,and am jealous. We had one open for a few months back in 2006 up in Gainseville but it closed who knows why. They were packed every time I went. The tracks that stay open are geared for teenagers with no fear.
jeffro503 wrote:
Here is another way to look at it.....and what some people don't understand. How fast were you years ago when you quit? How serious into the...
Here is another way to look at it.....and what some people don't understand.

How fast were you years ago when you quit? How serious into the racing scene were you?

Me personally......I started riding when i was about 7-8yrs old. I had my very first race when I was 13.....and all the way up until I was about 18...it was hit and miss. Only a few times a year and when my dad could afford to take me. I mowed lawns . picked strawberries and bucked hay....whatever I could do to put gas in my bike and parts to fix it.

When I turned about 21.....I starred racing every week ( most of the time it was twice a week ). I tried my ass off for about 4yrs to go pro. ( I still have the AMA membership papers here some where. But every time I started doing better , I always broke something ( myself ). I finally gave up on the pro thing and just decided to stay INT and race +25 and years later +30 as well.

I can't speak for everyone.....but for ME....I have a lapse of reason thing happen in my brain. If I am not pushing myself up to....or slightly beyond my limits....I get bored...real quick.

It's a never ending vicious circle with me. I get in shape....ride hard....then wreck. I get in better shape....ride harder ....I wreck worse.

If I'm not steadily improving my fitness and speed.....it probably because I'm hurt.

Understand what I'm saying? Some people ( like me ) have a hard time judging what I'm capable of....and I pay for it every now and then. I can't help it....my brain is just wired that way. If I can't ride the way in which I want to , and push myself to the point of almost shitting my pants......There isn't much fun in it for me any more.

BTW.... a lot of serious "Racers from the past " will probably tell you the same thing. Some of them decided it would be just safer to step away completely......then back it down to a Non-fun type riding.
Well this might be a little different response because I'm only 18 and most replies in this thread are from the older generation. But the same sort of thing happened to me for a while started getting faster on 80s got hurt, got off 80's second c class race got hurt, came back ran up front for a couple races got hurt after that I thought I was done. I rode for about half a year just scared of getting hurt and thinking about it in the back of my mind and once I was finally over it started to run up front again. Now I've since moved up and the only time I ever think about getting hurt is when were about 10 minutes away from the track I now have the confidence to push myself more then I ever have, hopefully that doesn't come back to bite me again.
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12/12/2012 8:31pm
For me, I'm always nervous until I am sitting on the bike while it is warming up. At that point it goes away. But things are different for me these days just because of getting older. When I was a kid I owned a damn ramp for fucks sake. I was all about pushing myself to my limits on the track, in the hills and on the ramp. Once I got married and started a family It's all I can do to get myself onto a bike. The reward is nonexistent for me at my age. It's all risk, and for what? Yeah I have the skill to go hit all of the jumps and go fairly quickly through the whoops if I want, but I am not selfish enough to risk messing up my family's financial stability by seriously hurting myself for a silly sport. It happened to me basically over night after a lifetime of riding damn near every day. And it sucks balls.
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12/12/2012 10:50pm
excited through the first ride, start to get the nervous feeling inbetween motos. as soon as i hit the track all things go out the window and its just me vs the track
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12/13/2012 1:06am
I am 45. Been riding/racing since 1980. I have broken my back, my neck, , many tib + fibs, ribs, shattered one heel, and numerous concussions. I rode like a mad man with zero fear until around the year 2000 when I was 33. Quit racing in 04 after spending 33 weeks in a cast. Every day my neck and feet ache as I sloth myself to the bathroom after getting out of bed. Other injury aches and pains come and go depending on how long I sit in certain positions. Even today as this cold front moves into Cali my old heel feels like a ball of glass shards and super glue.

I now have 4 kids and need to work. We also now have the net and read what seems like weekly about yet another tragedy. So that awareness is always there. I still absolutely love to ride. However the older I get the more I think about getting hurt. It's been nearly 9 years since my last bad one. But I usually have fear a few days before leading up, then as I am gearing up. But once I get out on the track (just practice days now) I feel myself saying, " Yeah I still know how to do this" and then I settle in and really start to have fun.

I consider hanging it up all the time. But then I think, "Hey I could die on my way to work just as easy if not easier?" So I end up with a " You know what? I am gonna keep doing what I love and just try and be smart."
12/13/2012 3:25am
It's why I don't race any more, though I still ride for fun. You see the casualties around you. Friends, competitors and the t-shirts that say...
It's why I don't race any more, though I still ride for fun. You see the casualties around you. Friends, competitors and the t-shirts that say "It's not 'if'. It's when, and how bad." And then, when you have your own cart-wheeling, head-first get off (but manage to walk away), it really drives that message home. It's only a matter of time before you're gonna get hauled out instead of driving out. Once that creeps into your head. Well. And, then, of course, the track designs have really become more and more radical, too.

Rationally I could/should dial it down a notch, drop a class, run mid-pack or worse. But I have an uber-competitive streak in me. I just can't stand to concede a top 5 spot if I have the skill to be up there and I usually do on most days. But that extra push stretches the margin and sends the risk factor to the edge. After struggling with the whole thing, I just decided it was best all the way around to avoid my bike on race days.

But I still wheel it out to blast around the woods. Once I get my knee fixed, I'm thinking of trying an enduro.
i'm share the super competitive thing and find it hard do dial it down. especially if some punk try to run it .....then its game on Smile
i cant really do the cruise around having a nice sunday ride thing, only got two speeds go and stop

i do agree with the whole mixed class practice thing too it gets really sketchy out there when everyones mixed....one of our local tracks runs a beginner, inter, expert system which works quite well
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12/13/2012 6:18am
I usually get freaked out and scared watching someone else do it, but when I get on my bike, I feel comfortable. I allways ride within my limits and only push them just little by little.

But sometimes after a long day of riding and your feeling good on the bike and going really fast, you are just so tired that when the little unexpected kicker gives you a close call because you just dont have the strenght anymore, that is when I usually call it a day before I hurt myself Smile

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