Walking away

12/23/2020 12:03am
Heal up and hoping your home for Christmas
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12/23/2020 2:38am
I wish you all the best to a quick and good recovery! I am in a similar spot at the moment. I crashed in late August at a local supercross. I fractured six vertebrae, broke my jaw, broke one rib, had a small bleed in my brain, and injured my artery in my neck as well as some injury in my shoulder yet to be determined. I spent 8 days in icu and a total of twelve in the hospital. Maybe my decision will be the same. I am waiting till I am healed up if possible to decide. Maybe I never recover enough to ride so that would decide for me.
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12/23/2020 2:58am
Deja New wrote:
Mate got an address we can send you a little something for Christmas? Tim tams go a long way to help you feel better Smile
sumdood wrote:
Dude that is so nice of you, you are a class act thank you for even thinking that. There will be some challenges but my son...
Dude that is so nice of you, you are a class act thank you for even thinking that. There will be some challenges but my son is kicking ass at keeping the show running so far. Maybe when I get back mobile will have a bills pool service t shirt sale 👍
I’ll get a shirt Smile but seriously send us your address happy to send you a little something.
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12/23/2020 5:45am
Hoping for a full and complete recovery. Totally understand the decision to walk away. I haven’t been on a bike in a number of years. I’m okay just being a fan now. We all have to weigh the risk/reward aspect of swinging a leg over a motorcycle.
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12/23/2020 6:20am
Deja New wrote:
Mate got an address we can send you a little something for Christmas? Tim tams go a long way to help you feel better Smile
sumdood wrote:
Dude that is so nice of you, you are a class act thank you for even thinking that. There will be some challenges but my son...
Dude that is so nice of you, you are a class act thank you for even thinking that. There will be some challenges but my son is kicking ass at keeping the show running so far. Maybe when I get back mobile will have a bills pool service t shirt sale 👍
Deja New wrote:
I’ll get a shirt Smile but seriously send us your address happy to send you a little something.
I sent my info via private message, not sure if it worked or not. Let me know and thank you very much that’s more than kind of you. It would be fun to get together with some of you guys and an upcoming race and see who were talking to in real life. There’s a few of you in here that I know, A few in here that I think I know and will probably say oh no way you’re that guy when I find out who they really are. Maybe one of these days a thread entitled so who the fuck are you really would be in order hahaha😂😂
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12/23/2020 6:26am
Yikes. You really got roughed up. Hope you’re able to get back to 100% man.
I’ve always subscribed to the idea that each of us has a certain number of big hits in us and then it’s over. Each of us is different and will walk away at different times but we all will face the transition at some point.
The ideal is to walk away on your own terms. A big crash usually doesn’t meet that criteria.
I’m 62 in a few days and have been moving away from moto and getting in to MTB as a primary outlet. It’s working and I enjoy it but it has its own set of crash opportunities.

I stopped competition Moto a few years ago when my wife had to fly to the coast and drive my broken ass back in a van. She has paid her dues for 42 years of moto nonsense with me and I had to consider her position as well.

Get better, keep us posted and keep the faith. Mentally you’re likely in a mood too so just focus on getting better.

Be cool.
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12/23/2020 9:06am Edited Date/Time 12/23/2020 9:07am
Dang, sorry to hear. Wishing you the best for a full recovery. Heal up!
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12/23/2020 11:36am
My brother was in icu for 42 days. Thought he was going to die. Internal mess I can’t even begin to type about. Thank god he was close to a level 1 trauma center. And He recovered. Then went on to win his regional at Baja and to Loretta’s the next year. I been queezy about it to this day and ride less because of it with 2 kids. But my brother still rides a lot.

There is light at the tunnel even when things feel hopeless. You’ll get through this and you’ll have your autonomy back.

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12/23/2020 1:11pm
Damn Bill hope you bounce back brother. I know I speak for a lot of us every time we wad up and its is bad. We always start the same thought of WTF am I doing. Riding since I was 8 years old, now at 47 years old I do not know anything different. My wife got the idea early on (we've been together 3 years and married a year)She got to deal with me wading up at a works race at the Orleans round in Vegas. First race she saw me do and the last race she gave the ok to do. Could have been worse, but the thought of I could have lost my business over my moto addiction. It made me wake up a bit and now its just moto for fun. Can't do pools broken and in a wheel chair. Thank god I had good people / good employees to help take up the slack during my situation. I'm normally in the field almost as much as them doing pools and repairs, well at that time I was. I'm sure ill get behind a gate again some day. Hope you heel up fast Bill and come back to enjoy the sport we all love, less the evil black side of it that we see once in awhile. Holler if you need anything or just to talk shop or even moto.
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12/23/2020 1:59pm
Dood ... I'm an absolute nobody that knows nobody so I don't owe nobody either !! 😂

If you need some conversation while you're in recovery pm me and I'll throw some digits at you. I drive 9+hrs a day so I've got time to kill. Take some pics of those good lookin nurses so we can all be jealous ! Had a Broom Hilda try to give me a sponge bath years ago 😨 !! I couldn't move and as she got close to THAT area I couldn't say "I got it I got it" fast enough !! 😉
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12/23/2020 3:50pm
sumdood wrote:
Dude that is so nice of you, you are a class act thank you for even thinking that. There will be some challenges but my son...
Dude that is so nice of you, you are a class act thank you for even thinking that. There will be some challenges but my son is kicking ass at keeping the show running so far. Maybe when I get back mobile will have a bills pool service t shirt sale 👍
So, the t-shirts might actually see the light of day? It makes it all worth it! Well, for me. Maybe not you..

10 years ago I unsuccessfully seat bounced a step-up double, f’ing my shoulder for all eternity. A year later I discovered the joy of off-road riding and racing. It’s a tight community like moto, but more relaxed. And no jumps, which seems to be the root cause of our ailments. And if you’re like me, even all f’d up and on pain killers, you’re already thinking “when I get back on the bike...”
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12/23/2020 3:53pm
sumdood wrote:
Dude that is so nice of you, you are a class act thank you for even thinking that. There will be some challenges but my son...
Dude that is so nice of you, you are a class act thank you for even thinking that. There will be some challenges but my son is kicking ass at keeping the show running so far. Maybe when I get back mobile will have a bills pool service t shirt sale 👍
LoudLove wrote:
So, the t-shirts might actually see the light of day? It makes it all worth it! Well, for me. Maybe not you.. 10 years ago I...
So, the t-shirts might actually see the light of day? It makes it all worth it! Well, for me. Maybe not you..

10 years ago I unsuccessfully seat bounced a step-up double, f’ing my shoulder for all eternity. A year later I discovered the joy of off-road riding and racing. It’s a tight community like moto, but more relaxed. And no jumps, which seems to be the root cause of our ailments. And if you’re like me, even all f’d up and on pain killers, you’re already thinking “when I get back on the bike...”
The part about thinking of when I get back on the bike is me. Took mine down a few houses on the street two weeks ago. Wife didn’t seem to happy.
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12/23/2020 5:48pm
This thread showcases that adrenaline and endorphins are the hardest drugs to kick. Let me know if any of y’all can pass on a cure.

Really hoping you can spend Christmas with your family, Sumdood.
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12/23/2020 8:09pm
Hang in there. Sorry you have so many injuries at once. Remember it could always be worse. In time you will be able to do pool exercises. Or just get in a pool, to feel better. Warning being in a pool, can become addicting. When fully healed you will still enjoy, being in a pool. Another place to meet friends. Don,t worry about Xmas, I,m working- trucking that day. Heal up Bud and merry Christmas.
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12/23/2020 11:25pm
Sorry to hear about the injuries Bill. Give yourself time to heal. One day at a time.
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12/24/2020 6:41am
Damn dude, that stinks.
Hope you heal up quickly, stay strong man.
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12/24/2020 7:27am
Heal up bro. Its a beautiful but cruel sport
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12/24/2020 8:13am Edited Date/Time 12/24/2020 9:24am
Upgraded to full liquid ! Party time now watch out lol
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12/24/2020 9:58am
Heal up! Being hurt sucks balls.
I feel for you right now. I too have spent weeks in the hospital because of what we do and it makes you wonder if it’s worth it.

A few weeks ago I went to the track and had two incidents on a blind jump.

The water truck operator crossed the track on the backside of a blind 3rd gear jump and I missed him by inches. It would have been total carnage.

Then on the same jump an hour later I almost plowed a flagger who thought it was a good idea to walk across the track in the same spot.

I don’t think I will go back there for a while. Not worth it.
Instead I will be out hunting for fresh sand washes and making new turn tracks to get my fix.

Stay positive! Life is good even when it hurts.
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12/24/2020 10:12am
Hell yeah Bill !! One step away from crackers !!

Keep on gettin after it !!
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12/25/2020 2:21am
“ I had a dream” lol. This is copied from the SoCal OTMX site. A couple of the guys sent me a little springer seat motorcycle toy for Christmas. This is a description of the obviously pain med driven dream I had. Hope you find it entertaining

There’s not much to do here obviously, The other night a movie with Nick Nolte and Eddie Murphy was on that start it off at a flat track race, The main bad guys in the movie were three chopper riding bikers who basically just drove around and shot everybody they didn’t like. I figure that movie and the little springer seat motorcycle you sent me (thank you) plus the pain meds put my brain on the path of the weirdest dream I’ve ever had. OK here is the dream. I got home from surgery and knew that my leg and pelvis were broken, I had a new Harley in the driveway and even though I was nonweightbearing figured it would be cool to drive around the neighborhood on my new bike. So I very carefully climbed on the bike and started riding around town enjoying the wind blowing through my hair. I needed gas so I pulled into a gas station and saw three other bikers, I said” how are you guys check out my new bike I had leg and hip surgery today but wanted to give it a little test run before my rehab started“ the outlaw bikers were not impressed with my “store bought yuppie Harley” and started giving me a hard time. So at that point I said whatever kooks I’ll smoke you homo’s and off I went with them in hot pursuit. It didn’t take me long to lose them of course, but when I was almost home they all cornered me and knocked me off the bike. Next thing I know I’m trying to hop home on one leg saying come on you guys don’t be a holes I had surgery today. I pulled up my pant leg, peeled back my skin so they could indeed see all the new hardware, they didn’t care pulled out knives and we’re going to stab me anyway. At that point a girl showed up ( wife ? nurse ? ) and told the three of them to back off that I was “OK”. Then they looked at my leg and said wow you’re a crazy old man, and we all shook hands and became friends. It was the first dream I remember since being in here, and without a doubt one of the most bizarre dreams I’ve ever had in my life. Hope you get a chuckle out of this and have a great holiday
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12/25/2020 5:02am
That damn medication produces some crazy dreams. At least you get some sleep, that doesn’t always happen for me in the hospital. I went 3 night in a row without any while in there in early September .
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SKIDLID wrote:
That damn medication produces some crazy dreams. At least you get some sleep, that doesn’t always happen for me in the hospital. I went 3 night...
That damn medication produces some crazy dreams. At least you get some sleep, that doesn’t always happen for me in the hospital. I went 3 night in a row without any while in there in early September .
Yeah I hear that me either. And then it seems hard to get back on any kind of regular sleep pattern for awhile, for me anyway. That was my first “dream” sleep ( day 12 ) I actually got a couple more hours this morning. Hoping that’s a good sign. Merry Christmas !
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12/25/2020 8:06am
SKIDLID wrote:
That damn medication produces some crazy dreams. At least you get some sleep, that doesn’t always happen for me in the hospital. I went 3 night...
That damn medication produces some crazy dreams. At least you get some sleep, that doesn’t always happen for me in the hospital. I went 3 night in a row without any while in there in early September .
sumdood wrote:
Yeah I hear that me either. And then it seems hard to get back on any kind of regular sleep pattern for awhile, for me anyway...
Yeah I hear that me either. And then it seems hard to get back on any kind of regular sleep pattern for awhile, for me anyway. That was my first “dream” sleep ( day 12 ) I actually got a couple more hours this morning. Hoping that’s a good sign. Merry Christmas !
Very hard to sleep with them stopping in and asking birthdate and name all night . The machines and lights don’t help. Worse is the stress and pain.
Merry Christmas and to a healthy recovery for you. Continue staying positive. There will be bad moments but you have this!
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12/25/2020 7:38pm
sumdood wrote:
“ I had a dream” lol. This is copied from the SoCal OTMX site. A couple of the guys sent me a little springer seat motorcycle...
“ I had a dream” lol. This is copied from the SoCal OTMX site. A couple of the guys sent me a little springer seat motorcycle toy for Christmas. This is a description of the obviously pain med driven dream I had. Hope you find it entertaining

There’s not much to do here obviously, The other night a movie with Nick Nolte and Eddie Murphy was on that start it off at a flat track race, The main bad guys in the movie were three chopper riding bikers who basically just drove around and shot everybody they didn’t like. I figure that movie and the little springer seat motorcycle you sent me (thank you) plus the pain meds put my brain on the path of the weirdest dream I’ve ever had. OK here is the dream. I got home from surgery and knew that my leg and pelvis were broken, I had a new Harley in the driveway and even though I was nonweightbearing figured it would be cool to drive around the neighborhood on my new bike. So I very carefully climbed on the bike and started riding around town enjoying the wind blowing through my hair. I needed gas so I pulled into a gas station and saw three other bikers, I said” how are you guys check out my new bike I had leg and hip surgery today but wanted to give it a little test run before my rehab started“ the outlaw bikers were not impressed with my “store bought yuppie Harley” and started giving me a hard time. So at that point I said whatever kooks I’ll smoke you homo’s and off I went with them in hot pursuit. It didn’t take me long to lose them of course, but when I was almost home they all cornered me and knocked me off the bike. Next thing I know I’m trying to hop home on one leg saying come on you guys don’t be a holes I had surgery today. I pulled up my pant leg, peeled back my skin so they could indeed see all the new hardware, they didn’t care pulled out knives and we’re going to stab me anyway. At that point a girl showed up ( wife ? nurse ? ) and told the three of them to back off that I was “OK”. Then they looked at my leg and said wow you’re a crazy old man, and we all shook hands and became friends. It was the first dream I remember since being in here, and without a doubt one of the most bizarre dreams I’ve ever had in my life. Hope you get a chuckle out of this and have a great holiday
That dream sounds awesome. You can teach yourself to lucid dream, about stuff you want to dream about. I did it by mistake. I would look a pic of my cr125, with a deep focus. Go to sleep, then have dreams of ripping dream tracks, getting 3 minutes of air, etc. all 3 cr,s where stolen. Lost that reacurring dream. Article on lucid dreaming was in the readers digest, I had a subscription.
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12/25/2020 9:10pm
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Thanks you guys. This one is a muther fu#*¥!cker. 1 crash = right femur broken in multiple places, Rod not possible due to my right hip...
Thanks you guys. This one is a muther fu#*¥!cker. 1 crash = right femur broken in multiple places, Rod not possible due to my right hip replacement, so it was plated from the outside. That surgery was done Monday. Open book pelvis fracture, that surgery was done Tuesday. L-4 & L-5 vertebrae’s fractured ( good luckily thank God no cord damage or surgery required for those ) left knee wrecked, not sure how bad yet but it’s huge, my left leg is purple and not usable. I can feel my knee socket moving around. Left thigh has burning “nerve pain that should subside” meanwhile it’s the “good” side that is supposed to do all the work. Left shoulder clicks and moves when I try to use it, not sure where we are officially with that one yet but again that is the side that is supposed to carry the weight. Right bicep attempted use results in burning pain. Again I’m supposed to carry myself around with my arms... I am on NG tube number 2, those are the drain tubes that go through your nose into your stomach. I got the first one after 12 to 14 hours of uncontrolled vomiting. Then did round two after they pulled it out too soon I guess. I have a bowel obstruction from the complication from the pelvis surgery, been living on an IV and a half a cup of ice chips every six hours for eight days now, The positive thing is the catheter tube is out and I can actually P out of my pecker so that’s a plus. Currently waiting for something to hopefully happen bowel wise or back to surgery for that. Staying cool has not been a problem I’m packed with more ice than a crate of frozen fish. 😂 I am determined to get through this with my sense of humor intact.
Crumbs Sumdood, that's sure a laundry list of nasty injuries. Heal up brutha.

I'm 50 and quit racing at 30. I have ridden a bunch of times since. I miss racing and think about riding all the time but the risk of getting hurt has kept me off the bike lately.

I live in pain caused by old injuries and it gets worse the older I get.
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12/25/2020 9:47pm
Here's a funny story about a time when I was in hospital. My buddy and myself had a practice track about 10kms away, we would carry spare fuel and lunch with us and ride out there on our bikes to pound out laps. I was 20 years old....long before mobile phones.

I broke my femur and lay there for a little over 4 hrs before I got picked up and taken to hospital.

My right leg had swollen up so bad that they could not operate straight away and the leg was placed in traction.

There are four of us in a room and taking a dump whilst flat on your back with a leg in traction is no easy affair.

Day 6 and i have stage fright but figure ill take a dump once they've operated and I'm sent home. Well, the nurse was concerned that I hadn't taken a crap yet, she calls the sister who then instructs the nurse to give me two suppositories to help expidite bowel movement.

These two suppositories looked like miniature bananas but still quite big. The nurse left them next to me and took off to the get the rubber gloves and cream. I was in a state of panic and was against having this young lady push theses thing up me ol valve...so i did it myself...dry...a couple of seconds and I'm done. She returns, I now ask for a bowl of water to wash my fingers, she got her gloves on and the cream is ready. She is demanding the suppositories as she thinks one of my roomates has disposed of them on my behalf.

Embarrassed, I let her know I'm done, she does not believe me and fetches the Sister and together they ram another two up me ol dot. They are pissed, I'm pissed and my three room mate are well entertained.

A day later I had to ask for the bed pan. Right arm through the monkey chain, left foot pushing the mattress down and with my left hand I managed to slide to pan under.

All set to give birth and the worst part is knowing your three roommates are right there screened only by the curtain.

It seemed like hell back then but I can laugh at it now.

Here's hoping you are having it a bit easier Sumdood.
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12/25/2020 10:36pm
Boomslang wrote:
Here's a funny story about a time when I was in hospital. My buddy and myself had a practice track about 10kms away, we would carry...
Here's a funny story about a time when I was in hospital. My buddy and myself had a practice track about 10kms away, we would carry spare fuel and lunch with us and ride out there on our bikes to pound out laps. I was 20 years old....long before mobile phones.

I broke my femur and lay there for a little over 4 hrs before I got picked up and taken to hospital.

My right leg had swollen up so bad that they could not operate straight away and the leg was placed in traction.

There are four of us in a room and taking a dump whilst flat on your back with a leg in traction is no easy affair.

Day 6 and i have stage fright but figure ill take a dump once they've operated and I'm sent home. Well, the nurse was concerned that I hadn't taken a crap yet, she calls the sister who then instructs the nurse to give me two suppositories to help expidite bowel movement.

These two suppositories looked like miniature bananas but still quite big. The nurse left them next to me and took off to the get the rubber gloves and cream. I was in a state of panic and was against having this young lady push theses thing up me ol valve...so i did it myself...dry...a couple of seconds and I'm done. She returns, I now ask for a bowl of water to wash my fingers, she got her gloves on and the cream is ready. She is demanding the suppositories as she thinks one of my roomates has disposed of them on my behalf.

Embarrassed, I let her know I'm done, she does not believe me and fetches the Sister and together they ram another two up me ol dot. They are pissed, I'm pissed and my three room mate are well entertained.

A day later I had to ask for the bed pan. Right arm through the monkey chain, left foot pushing the mattress down and with my left hand I managed to slide to pan under.

All set to give birth and the worst part is knowing your three roommates are right there screened only by the curtain.

It seemed like hell back then but I can laugh at it now.

Here's hoping you are having it a bit easier Sumdood.
I will never eat a banana runt candy again!!! 😂🤣
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Boomslang wrote:
Here's a funny story about a time when I was in hospital. My buddy and myself had a practice track about 10kms away, we would carry...
Here's a funny story about a time when I was in hospital. My buddy and myself had a practice track about 10kms away, we would carry spare fuel and lunch with us and ride out there on our bikes to pound out laps. I was 20 years old....long before mobile phones.

I broke my femur and lay there for a little over 4 hrs before I got picked up and taken to hospital.

My right leg had swollen up so bad that they could not operate straight away and the leg was placed in traction.

There are four of us in a room and taking a dump whilst flat on your back with a leg in traction is no easy affair.

Day 6 and i have stage fright but figure ill take a dump once they've operated and I'm sent home. Well, the nurse was concerned that I hadn't taken a crap yet, she calls the sister who then instructs the nurse to give me two suppositories to help expidite bowel movement.

These two suppositories looked like miniature bananas but still quite big. The nurse left them next to me and took off to the get the rubber gloves and cream. I was in a state of panic and was against having this young lady push theses thing up me ol valve...so i did it myself...dry...a couple of seconds and I'm done. She returns, I now ask for a bowl of water to wash my fingers, she got her gloves on and the cream is ready. She is demanding the suppositories as she thinks one of my roomates has disposed of them on my behalf.

Embarrassed, I let her know I'm done, she does not believe me and fetches the Sister and together they ram another two up me ol dot. They are pissed, I'm pissed and my three room mate are well entertained.

A day later I had to ask for the bed pan. Right arm through the monkey chain, left foot pushing the mattress down and with my left hand I managed to slide to pan under.

All set to give birth and the worst part is knowing your three roommates are right there screened only by the curtain.

It seemed like hell back then but I can laugh at it now.

Here's hoping you are having it a bit easier Sumdood.
Hahaha didn’t see this earlier, that’s where I’m at right now, apple juice, cranberry juice, water, stool softeners, pudding, coffee, Mexican hospital food tonight, my wife is going get more than she bargained for if nothing happens in the next few hours. I’m supposed to go home tomorrow..... Hey man the deal was for better or worse, and right now the worst is not looking too pleasant.
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