Kenny's Corner feat. Brian Swink

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9/4/2015 6:20am Edited Date/Time 9/4/2015 6:21am
I'm listening to the podcast and I think Brian is more just searching for words here and there and not sure what to say sometimes. Some people are awkward at times when put on the spot and this is what it sounds like.

If he was blasted drunk or on pills or something he wouldn't speak quick at times like he is. I'm not saying that he doesn't have some issues, but I was expecting someone foaming at the mouth and unable to follow a story. That's not what I'm hearing here.
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9/4/2015 7:02am
......and I think he's just rough around the edges and basically says whats on his mind. I've never really heard him speak at length and I'm really digging it. Brutally honest and tells it like it is. That guy would probably push your truck out of the snow even after he's tired from a 12 hour work day.......many other guys who seem to be "better" people would probably turn their head and drive by like they didn't see you.

Also, it seems like he's pretty smart on a common level, but he has these ideas of failure that stem from unrealistic expections from others and maybe himself. He can't seem to get the thoughts out his head about the success of guys like McGrath. I've thought that for every guy like McGrath and Carmichael who hit the moment to moment decision lottery and seemed to make the right call every step of the way, there are 10 guys with the same physical talent, but didn't put the X's and O's together.
9/4/2015 7:18am
JB 19 wrote:
I'm listening to the podcast and I think Brian is more just searching for words here and there and not sure what to say sometimes. Some...
I'm listening to the podcast and I think Brian is more just searching for words here and there and not sure what to say sometimes. Some people are awkward at times when put on the spot and this is what it sounds like.

If he was blasted drunk or on pills or something he wouldn't speak quick at times like he is. I'm not saying that he doesn't have some issues, but I was expecting someone foaming at the mouth and unable to follow a story. That's not what I'm hearing here.
I see what you're saying...I had never heard him talk so maybe I was quick to judge. Just seemed a little off.
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9/4/2015 8:47am
Personally I thought Brian sounded much better than the others times I've heard him on the Pulp Show. He was laughing at times and the communication throughout the interview wasn't as rough as I've heard.

I remember one Pulp appearance that went really well, sounded more upbeat than this and his speech was really clear. Then I remember another one that made this one sound like motivational speech.

Brian Swink is good people, he just has a drinking problem. I've known many folks in this boat, and its not a fun one to paddle. My father was an alcoholic until quitting around my 8th grade year. It was the best decision of his life, it definitely helped his long-term health and allowed him to fully embrace the good times wih his family again. He drank hard for many many years, as well as smoked cigarettes and quit them both COLD TURKEY! It can be done and I pray Mr. Swink wins this battle for himself and his family.


Also on a side note.. I understand Brian dwells on past failures but the past is just that and can never be changed. He does however have the power to change the present and the future. Judging by the posts in this thread he has a boatload of fans to this day, and not just fans but people who called him a HERO growing up. Brain Swink was an AMAZING talent on a bike, that accomplished a lot (even if not by his standards), and that's what people remember.


What don't kill you, only serves to make you stronger. I hope this interview helps Brian to turn negative energy into positive, because it will be best decision he makes in his life. Good luck Mr. Swink, you've beat the best riders in the world during your career so I HAVE FAITH you can win this battle also.



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9/4/2015 8:51am
That was a tough listen, he really needs to get some mental help to accept his career and the success' of his competitors. I think if he could come to grips with that then the alcoholism would be easier to tackle. Its sad to hear the down side to sports, his story plays out in all pro sports, its sad. Swink was a bad dude on dirt bike and I loved watching him ride...hopefully he can get his shit back together and come out swinging at a future Legends race!! That would be bad ass.
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9/4/2015 9:33am
Life is a grind...and some people just grind it out never having anyone really give a sh*t about them. Sounds like he has a lot of people he could turn to and I hope he reaches out to them as he battles on.

9/4/2015 9:49am
Sorry if it's me having a rather frequent Brain Fart, but the podcast i've clicked is Aussie Craig Dack??
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9/4/2015 11:45am
Sorry if it's me having a rather frequent Brain Fart, but the podcast i've clicked is Aussie Craig Dack??
It isn't there anymore. Go to pulpmx and search for swink.
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9/4/2015 6:35pm Edited Date/Time 9/4/2015 6:35pm
Sorry if it's me having a rather frequent Brain Fart, but the podcast i've clicked is Aussie Craig Dack??
Don't feel too bad. Until today when Ando was posting in my head (and no I don't have a forum in my head...three ring circus leaves no room for a forum LOL) I thought it was Craig Dack. I've met and gone to lunch with Craig Dack when he managed YoT circa 2003. Think Ando is Chad Reed's cousin who rode for YoT one season.

Both these guys know their moto stuff.
9/5/2015 2:56am
Craig dack rode for the miller motorsports yam in like 1997 right? And was on terrafirma 3 with metzger
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9/5/2015 9:47am
Riding fixes everything.

Mount up Brian, your ego will force you to get in shape.

I too have faith in you.

Thanks for letting KW interview you. Huge first step. Congrats.
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9/5/2015 9:55am
PFitzG38 wrote:
Riding fixes everything. Mount up Brian, your ego will force you to get in shape. I too have faith in you. Thanks for letting KW interview...
Riding fixes everything.

Mount up Brian, your ego will force you to get in shape.

I too have faith in you.

Thanks for letting KW interview you. Huge first step. Congrats.
I wish riding could fix everything!! I wouldn't have a single issue
9/5/2015 2:01pm Edited Date/Time 9/5/2015 2:53pm
Micahdogg wrote:
Life is a grind...and some people just grind it out never having anyone really give a sh*t about them. Sounds like he has a lot of...
Life is a grind...and some people just grind it out never having anyone really give a sh*t about them. Sounds like he has a lot of people he could turn to and I hope he reaches out to them as he battles on.

I have dealt with some shit in my own life and am a little sympathetic when I hear of someone who seems to be drowning or stuck in their situation.

In listening, I was moved by how he sounded and Watson's attempts to help in some way or maybe for someone to help Swink, so I reached out to him.

Apparently, despite my trying my best, that makes me a fuckhead.


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9/5/2015 2:59pm
sclark, what? How did you become a fuckhead?

Guessing you might have gotten a "mind your own business"?

I think I'd probably say the same if someone I did not know contacted me on such a personal level. Even if I needed help. We have the advantage of knowing his name for years and hearing him talk for an hour. He has no idea who we are, and for all he knows we are out to get him.

Its too bad its not this way, but I dont think I've ever seen an alcoholic/addict who has accepted help just because it would be a good idea to do so.

As a guess, I'd say 95% of help comes with the arrival of cop, ambulance, threat of liver transplant, etc.

When its said, "They pushed everyone away....." Uh...yes......AND....



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9/5/2015 4:06pm
Brian always site leaving Mitch and going to Suzuki as the big downfall. Sounds like Brian needed guidance and a good bike and when he didnt get either at Suzuki he just wasnt old enough to have perspective that it wasnt necessarily a 100% on him for not winning. No support system to keep him on a healthy track.

Then when his career was over, regret took hold and became unbearable. And so he drinks to get rid of the pain.Sad

What was powerful was when Brian said that at 6 o'clock every day he has to deal with it, the regret,and then the desire to drink. Sounds like a cry for help...a sincere asking for help...hope somebody can help him.
9/5/2015 4:32pm Edited Date/Time 9/5/2015 4:33pm
rcannon wrote:
sclark, what? How did you become a fuckhead? Guessing you might have gotten a "mind your own business"? I think I'd probably say the same if...
sclark, what? How did you become a fuckhead?

Guessing you might have gotten a "mind your own business"?

I think I'd probably say the same if someone I did not know contacted me on such a personal level. Even if I needed help. We have the advantage of knowing his name for years and hearing him talk for an hour. He has no idea who we are, and for all he knows we are out to get him.

Its too bad its not this way, but I dont think I've ever seen an alcoholic/addict who has accepted help just because it would be a good idea to do so.

As a guess, I'd say 95% of help comes with the arrival of cop, ambulance, threat of liver transplant, etc.

When its said, "They pushed everyone away....." Uh...yes......AND....



no, it was exactly that what I wrote. Much more and nastier than "mind your own business".

Mind my own business? He put his crap out there in a podcast.

Mind you that my interaction with him was after a very public podcast that was approaching an intervention - bless Kenny's heart.

I didn't know who Swink was (I was out of moto from the early 80s till 2000) nor did I give a shit.

He just seemed like a lost soul, so I several days ago wrote to offer some encouragement that he could beat it, if he wanted to. That's all.

He wrote back "Thanks bud"

Today he writes back "Good luck fuck head". There was no interaction in between.

It isn't that big a deal to me other than the human tragedy we see so many times of people's lives being wasted by alcohol.

Being called a fuckhead didn't bother me much either, as I have been called that by better folks than him, but thought it was interesting in light of this now 3 page thread.

Folks won't change till they have really hit rock bottom, but sometimes not even then


9/5/2015 5:21pm Edited Date/Time 9/5/2015 5:21pm
Craig dack rode for the miller motorsports yam in like 1997 right? And was on terrafirma 3 with metzger
That was Danny Ham. Craig Dack owned the CDR Miller Yamaha team at the time though. The other rider on the team was Lee Hogan.

Danny Ham recently found and restored the bike he used during that period, the article is here if interested:

https://transmoto.com.au/bike-1996-cdr-miller-yamaha-yz250/
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9/6/2015 8:57am
I only listened once, but what is/was he mad at Stanton for? For encouraging him to sign with Honda for the 1 year he rode for Peak?

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9/6/2015 9:12am
I finally had the chance last night to listen to this , and I gotta say it kinda choked me up a bit. When I was listening to Brian get down on himself , and how all that stuff depressed him , felt like he failed....

I wanted to reach through the monitor and slap him and say " DUDE!.....you were one of the baddest MoFo's to ever throw a leg over a bike....ever! " He did better and made more money than 99.9999% of the dudes that actually start this sport. That is not a failure!

He was one of my all time favorites all these years I got to watch him race , and to hear how he got depressed with his career , God damn , I don't think he realizes how much of a legend that guy really is? Even if he didn't win an SX main in the 250 class , he won plenty in the 125 class.

He is , and always will be a total badass to me.

Side note : If anyone ever speaks to him , let him know Pastrana never won a big bike SX or MX overall either!
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9/6/2015 9:30am Edited Date/Time 9/6/2015 10:03am
mxjeff575 wrote:
I only listened once, but what is/was he mad at Stanton for? For encouraging him to sign with Honda for the 1 year he rode for...
I only listened once, but what is/was he mad at Stanton for? For encouraging him to sign with Honda for the 1 year he rode for Peak?

Jeffro wrote >>He was one of my all time favorites all these years I got to watch him race , and to hear how he got depressed with his career , God damn , I don't think he realizes how much of a legend that guy really is? Even if he didn't win an SX main in the 250 class , he won plenty in the 125 class. 

This is the truth and hope he realizes it. Just look how many folks on this board called him a hero growing up.

From what I took from it. Like McGrath did also, Swink thought he way signing a contract with Factory Honda and not an upstart satellite team in Peak Honda. He also stated in the interview that he drove all the way out to California to have Stanton not return his calls, when he was told he would help get him settled in and help train him.

I thought it was hilarious he said he would like to fist fight Stanton.

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9/6/2015 9:50am Edited Date/Time 9/6/2015 9:51am
Is there anywhere I can read the Swink interview..the reason, the weather is absolutely shite here and my line is not good.

Has Swink been on hard drugs or just the bottle?
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9/6/2015 10:04am
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no, it was exactly that what I wrote. Much more and nastier than "mind your own business". Mind my own business? He put his crap out...
no, it was exactly that what I wrote. Much more and nastier than "mind your own business".

Mind my own business? He put his crap out there in a podcast.

Mind you that my interaction with him was after a very public podcast that was approaching an intervention - bless Kenny's heart.

I didn't know who Swink was (I was out of moto from the early 80s till 2000) nor did I give a shit.

He just seemed like a lost soul, so I several days ago wrote to offer some encouragement that he could beat it, if he wanted to. That's all.

He wrote back "Thanks bud"

Today he writes back "Good luck fuck head". There was no interaction in between.

It isn't that big a deal to me other than the human tragedy we see so many times of people's lives being wasted by alcohol.

Being called a fuckhead didn't bother me much either, as I have been called that by better folks than him, but thought it was interesting in light of this now 3 page thread.

Folks won't change till they have really hit rock bottom, but sometimes not even then


i use fuck head as a term of endearment all the time.
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9/6/2015 10:08am
Canerat wrote:
Is there anywhere I can read the Swink interview..the reason, the weather is absolutely shite here and my line is not good. Has Swink been on...
Is there anywhere I can read the Swink interview..the reason, the weather is absolutely shite here and my line is not good.

Has Swink been on hard drugs or just the bottle?
From the sounds of it , it's the drinking that he has been having a problem with. I don't think Kenny really touched on anything else to much. The upside is though , it sounds like Brian has a good job , shows up to work everyday and is good at what he does. Tears me up just thinking how awesome that guy was , and he doesn't even know it.
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9/6/2015 10:09am
sclark309d wrote:
no, it was exactly that what I wrote. Much more and nastier than "mind your own business". Mind my own business? He put his crap out...
no, it was exactly that what I wrote. Much more and nastier than "mind your own business".

Mind my own business? He put his crap out there in a podcast.

Mind you that my interaction with him was after a very public podcast that was approaching an intervention - bless Kenny's heart.

I didn't know who Swink was (I was out of moto from the early 80s till 2000) nor did I give a shit.

He just seemed like a lost soul, so I several days ago wrote to offer some encouragement that he could beat it, if he wanted to. That's all.

He wrote back "Thanks bud"

Today he writes back "Good luck fuck head". There was no interaction in between.

It isn't that big a deal to me other than the human tragedy we see so many times of people's lives being wasted by alcohol.

Being called a fuckhead didn't bother me much either, as I have been called that by better folks than him, but thought it was interesting in light of this now 3 page thread.

Folks won't change till they have really hit rock bottom, but sometimes not even then


nytsmaC wrote:
i use fuck head as a term of endearment all the time.
How you doing Fuckhead? Laughing Laughing
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9/6/2015 10:17am
Canerat wrote:
Is there anywhere I can read the Swink interview..the reason, the weather is absolutely shite here and my line is not good. Has Swink been on...
Is there anywhere I can read the Swink interview..the reason, the weather is absolutely shite here and my line is not good.

Has Swink been on hard drugs or just the bottle?
jeffro503 wrote:
From the sounds of it , it's the drinking that he has been having a problem with. I don't think Kenny really touched on anything else...
From the sounds of it , it's the drinking that he has been having a problem with. I don't think Kenny really touched on anything else to much. The upside is though , it sounds like Brian has a good job , shows up to work everyday and is good at what he does. Tears me up just thinking how awesome that guy was , and he doesn't even know it.
Thank you Fuckhead....oooops, i mean Jeffro503.

Swink should seek professional help and surround himself with good buddies. Hoping for a good outcome here.
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9/6/2015 10:19am
Canerat wrote:
Is there anywhere I can read the Swink interview..the reason, the weather is absolutely shite here and my line is not good. Has Swink been on...
Is there anywhere I can read the Swink interview..the reason, the weather is absolutely shite here and my line is not good.

Has Swink been on hard drugs or just the bottle?
jeffro503 wrote:
From the sounds of it , it's the drinking that he has been having a problem with. I don't think Kenny really touched on anything else...
From the sounds of it , it's the drinking that he has been having a problem with. I don't think Kenny really touched on anything else to much. The upside is though , it sounds like Brian has a good job , shows up to work everyday and is good at what he does. Tears me up just thinking how awesome that guy was , and he doesn't even know it.
Canerat wrote:
Thank you Fuckhead....oooops, i mean Jeffro503.

Swink should seek professional help and surround himself with good buddies. Hoping for a good outcome here.
Oh yeah like that is the first time that has been mentioned.
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9/6/2015 10:26am
jeffro503 wrote:
How you doing Fuckhead? Laughing Laughing
Easy fuck head.. When you roll it into one word, them's fighting words. 2 completely separate meanings.
9/6/2015 10:33am
sclark309d wrote:
no, it was exactly that what I wrote. Much more and nastier than "mind your own business". Mind my own business? He put his crap out...
no, it was exactly that what I wrote. Much more and nastier than "mind your own business".

Mind my own business? He put his crap out there in a podcast.

Mind you that my interaction with him was after a very public podcast that was approaching an intervention - bless Kenny's heart.

I didn't know who Swink was (I was out of moto from the early 80s till 2000) nor did I give a shit.

He just seemed like a lost soul, so I several days ago wrote to offer some encouragement that he could beat it, if he wanted to. That's all.

He wrote back "Thanks bud"

Today he writes back "Good luck fuck head". There was no interaction in between.

It isn't that big a deal to me other than the human tragedy we see so many times of people's lives being wasted by alcohol.

Being called a fuckhead didn't bother me much either, as I have been called that by better folks than him, but thought it was interesting in light of this now 3 page thread.

Folks won't change till they have really hit rock bottom, but sometimes not even then


nytsmaC wrote:
i use fuck head as a term of endearment all the time.
I hadn't thought of that - hope that was it, but more i hope he get straightened out.

I love you man...errr....fuck head. lol
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9/6/2015 10:47am
jeffro503 wrote:
How you doing Fuckhead? Laughing Laughing
nytsmaC wrote:
Easy fuck head.. When you roll it into one word, them's fighting words. 2 completely separate meanings.
Damn! I'm sorry Fuck head , totally my bad! You know I love ya bro!

Hey , did you make it down south at all this summer for any riding? It sounded like you got in some good moto's up north there right? Weather changed dramatically here about a week ago. Been about 20 - 30 degrees cooler , heavy clouds and some much needed rain. Hope we get some good fall riding and it doesn't get all swamped out.

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