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I have had fairly close friends pass away and it hurt bad for a long time...
My dog of 15yrs passed away last night, I have had her since I was 6, and I am absolutely crushed. I feel like I just lost a brother or sister...
My dog of 15yrs passed away last night, I have had her since I was 6, and I am absolutely crushed. I feel like I just lost a brother or sister...
Sorry about your loss bogdan. It'll get better.
The Shop
I feel your pain.
I had the coolest dog in the world. He was around for all the hardest times of my life and he was a constant positive thing. Hell, he would work with me go with me everywhere. Then he got out and ran away and was killed after getting hit by a car. That was probably the hardest thing I had ever had to do. I cried like I haven't cried since I was little while loading his bloody body up in the truck.... He was pretty much the most positive and happy thing in my life..
It was all I thought about for awhile and it almost put me on suicidal watch I haven't been that depressed since I got hurt.....but everyday it gets easier. Of course now I practically have panic attacks every time I see something on the road... I will never get over that.
You can take joy in the fact that she lived a long life and she was lucky to have you as a family rather than some dog stuck outside in the cold.
I had my dog cremated and he now sits on top of my entertainment center with his bowl and his favorite toy. It makes me feel a lot better.
At age 58 Ive been thru this many times with both my own dogs and those of the parents. Right now my best friend (whitney) is over 16 years old. Her eyesight is failing, shes almost deaf. But her heart is strong and she has this great attitude or so it seems. She still plays with her toys though not as much and she even trys to run with the other dogs. Im really gonna miss her when shes gone. I'll wait a few weeks and then I'll start watching the pound and I'll rescue another dog and give it as good a life as I can.
I guess when you break it all down we give our pets a great life and spend a lot of money feeding and taking care of them. But what we get back cant be measured monetarily. Its priceless.
When I first learned how to ride a dirt bike she was running next to me. Yesterday morning she was out there with me loading it in my truck. I can't even put into words what I am feeling right now.
You'll never replace her but, you can do like Dougie said and give another a good life when you're ready.
Pit Row
Nobody can understand it unless it has happened to them. They are absolutely like family.
Feel better...
But then, you realize you are being selfish trying to hang on to them once their quality of life has passed a certain point. A few months later I went back and he went to sleep in my arms. I thought I was doing OK but then at the front counter while paying the bill and some paperwork it all hit me and I just started to lose it. They've probably seen a lot of that at a vet.
I like to think of him released from his frail, old body and reborn as the pup I remember with the enormous paws and ears ... bounding around, forever looking to play. Like to think of people who have passed on the same.
Without the big ears and paws though.
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