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Whats up guys.......and Tomac fans. I been sleeping for like 2 days, I got a whole lot of smart ass backed up. It ain't the little sweet soft talking filly typing no more.....sorry to disappoint. But I wanted to let everyone know, I'm doing ok. Sorry if I ramble a bit here, I still kinda doped up on meds. Ya'll prob know more of what the last couple days entailed than I do, lol, kinda odd to say that. The swelling in my spinal cord is under control....I'm told I was literally minutes from going under the knife. smh. Def wouldn't have been prepared to wake up to a knife in my spine. They thought something was bleeding and filling my spine, but turns out the severe trauma sent it into shock and caused dangerous swelling, that was the culprit of the loss of feeling and motion I felt setting in. Scary thing is, it wasn't far from being a tragic outcome.....so luckily being a hard headed SOB that insists I'm fine, I got a good little better half that was watching out for me and smart enough to know something was seriously wrong. But anyway, enough about the F'd up damn injury. And PS, I don't need no fatherly advice, I still woulda crawled my ignorant ass outta here to watch A1. Lmao. Ok.....maybe knowing what I know now, I'd have thought twice, but hey its a good story I suppose.
I still got a decently long road ahead of rehab but, thats life. I couldn't be more grateful to just be able to go through this PT.
Secondly, I kinda wanna apologize to everyone. My girl really wanted to help and was pretty terrified facing a lot of this by herself. So she did all she could think to do. But I was totally not cool with her trying to set up a go fund me and posting it up here. This is a bad situation, but its my bad situation to deal with, and attempting to gather donations from y'all got me a little bent outta shape. I know you guys from bantering about block passes in turn 1......but to be perfectly honest, that s the extent of our relationships.....so I just didn't think it was right to propose the burden to you guys. Granted, we are in a very tough situation with the accident happening the way it did, but I'll get things figured out....I always do. So I wanted to apologize for that. For the guys that did donate, Stan.......being one, I want you to know it honestly means the world, not even the money, but reading your heartfelt message......you are truly a good man and I don't say that lightly. However I insist you allow me to return the donation, just cause this ain't your burden to carry. But once again, really the thought meant more than any dollar ever could.
However! I did wanna thank all you guys. Y'all were very respectful to my girl and probably more helpful than you think. Strange as it may sound, it helped her a lot feeling like she had a bit of a support group and gave her something to do in updating you guys. My friends were stopping into the hospital throughout the day. But everyone has normal lives.......with the forum dwellers, theres always some lurching night owl around to talk to. But I really do appreciate that. Its a pretty helpless feeling being in that situation and not even being able to offer her verbal support. She felt pretty alone not knowing who was gonna wake up in that bed......me or a vegetable.
Last, we are seeking avenues to hopefully get something out of this and find someone liable with some finances.......not just some bum that shouldn't be here in the first dang place. We were advised to keep quiet about that portion of the case. We didn't know what to say and what not to, so trying to be careful on that. Anyway, I'm back....they couldn't kill me off that easy, even if the inlays woulda been happy.